Sightings And Writings At Larkin Bus Stand

Learn To Have No Feeling
Today I learn about having no feelings
To build a wall around my heart
Having no feelings means experiencing no pains
No feelings to see misery
No feelings to compromise
No feelings to love
No feelings to feel rejected

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Looking but not seeing
Touching without feeling
Hearing without listening
Although that they say that no pain no gain,
But then, what I don't know won't hurt me too!

I have no feelings!
I don't want to feel anymore!


Cheapsale
I'm not a bargain item on display for worthless auction
I got my dignity and a stand
Nobody can crush me like a tin can
I won't allow stupid accusations and harrasments to cloud my mind
I take pride in choosing what I wanna do with my time
So fuck off and stay fucked!
I'll live my life and make my own luck!


What's The Glory Mourning Story?
You want to be heard and watch
You desired to be lifted next to God
You'll be happy if people say 'yes' to you

Play the drama
Cast the actors
Create the plot
Find a slot

You bitch everyday for nothing to say
You dirty schemes make up the dream
You confused the audience creating a stir

Cut the crap
Straight to the matter
On the dot
Die and rot!


Girl At Bus Stand
Why the stare? Something funny?
Must be...but hey you're kinda cute!
Bye!

Woops! Meet again...
Why the stare? You know me?
Or maybe...Do I know you?
Nah!...not quite...but hey!, really, you are cute!
O.K, bye again!

I'll take a stroll and go for dinner...

Hey! Meet again! You again! I smiled.
That same stare...walking away
And twenty seconds later...looking back at me from afar...
Staring the same stare
Bye cute girl!

Wish I was brave enough to say hi outloud.

She took the bus to nowhere I know of.
And I'll never know why she stared or why we kept bumping to each other that night.

Twisted World
She screams, she cries
Nobody knows why
Why do you scream and cry old nyonya?
Why the commotion at this bus station?
Are you insane?
Are you in pain?
Nobody will know your story coz all you do is
crying and screaming undechipered words
At least you can scream and cry outloud your pain
Me, I scream and cry inside
If you're insane, then I'm crazy in this twisted world of ours.

Destiny Buses
Life is like at the bus station
where nothing is stationery
People come and people go
To where their life takes them
Like destiny buses or taxis
Noisy and then slowly turned serene

All sorts of people
Crazy nyonya on display
Working banglas pushing trays
Cute girls walking away
Drug addicts on the lay

Life is busy just like God
Looking at everything, I realized I have dreams but no life!