Cracked Thoughts

I am what I am and what I am not
To be or not to be is all up to me
And to be exact is to be what
God want me to be and under
a certain destiny I will have
to choose a path that I will
and have to struggle out either through it or through another
path on my way back home
again or to be exact, dead…
From this awful and horrible
world that have captured me
to become a stupid, selfish, crazy, lazy, and so helpless
to find myself, who I’m really are?
What is my duty? What? Why am I here?
Am I’m living a world of uncertainties or will I
perish with so many regretful sins through my life?,

day in day out with every minute I’m so
in loss of the light that I've always
dreamed about that will save me from myself
before I became my true self again and
disappear from this earth
with my wide open eyes
because of living an agony of hell
finding what I’m supposed to find
So help me God for I am your mystery and
you are my mystery. And for those who heeds
Your words will provide a way out (out of this world to another world)
by you that was a promise.

Amin.

First Of April Nineteen Ninety Six.

2.05 p.m

mOSH

Forecast Of A Dying Breed